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Monday, July 11th, 2005
4:48 pm	Pictures I just developed a mess of pictures today, here they are... Heres my car after i was finished with it....   And the new car for those who havn't seen it And that about it for now. Current Mood: blank (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, May 27th, 2005
1:25 pm	New poem, here ya go Soul Mate Running to the stars to find your soul crystal clear, and shines like the sun hold it close, and whisper your wish if only it was whole, it would be bliss to find the other side of the half broken stone is more then a task, a trip to the stars to find the right pieces is harder then it seems are you the matching stone, the one to fit with me? thanks Current Mood: numb Current Music: linkin park - numb (Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
4:15 pm	Words of Wisdom I have a quick snippet of wisdom for all of you who are still in highschool (all 2 of you who read my journel) whom are not sure if they want to go to college or not. If your not sure, take a year off, just plan on one year cause thats all its going to take. And work, don't just work to pay for gas and food, i mean really work, harcore. Full time, maybe add another parttime job in there and work your ass off. After a year or so of that, you'll be diing for the bitter sweet embrace of mindless school. Somewhat like me (sitting around for septembter) But of course, buy some neet toys with all that money you make (drools over his Suby) And those are my words of wisdom i pass down, ENJOY! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Tweezer - Phish (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 15th, 2005
2:32 pm	Update Update So i'm going to SCAD, its official now, all the papers are signed, i'm just waiting for comformation on financial aid and such. I'm so excited, ready to go. I drove down to savannah last weekend, i'm writing up the trip now, it was a pretty interesting experience, so much fun. On another note, does anyone ever get this feeling...that something needs to be said but it either comes out wrong or isn't said at all? i hate it, i so badly want to say something but i can't, it just won't come out no matter how much i try. And i KNOW if i don't say something i'll be sorry for the rest of my life, one of those kinda deals. So what to do? Thats the question. And i leave with this quote "Hitch Hikers Guide to the Galaxy's definition of Love; avoid it" Amen. Current Mood: In Love-Sucks Current Music: Nickleback - Why don't you and I (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
11:29 am	I'm headed to Savannah next week to look around, i'm excited about it, new places, new people, new life. My boss at work pulled me aside wednesday morning, and asked me if i'd be interested in being a superviser, it wouldn't be for a few months, but i'd start training now. Exams are next week. I've got to cram over the weekend and see if i can't get all the things i've missed over the semester into my brain. My boss at foodees asked me if i wanted to work more once school was out, i said "sure, why not" a few days ago, when it was nice out, i drove into Richmond, near where it changes to bolton and parked near the river. i sat out on my car for hours, drawing the scenery and listening to Jack Johnson. It was the most relaxing thing i've done in months. It also gave me a chance to think, if i move to savannah, i'll be miles away from anyone i know. Honostly i don't mind that at all, i can make friends fairly easily and adjust. The only thing that keeps nagging at me is....theres one person i don't want to leave, and i stay up sometimes and think about how i'll never seem them again.... Although because of my schedual, i never get to see anyone anyway. besides this cardboard cut out, which doesn't give much conversation. Current Mood: blank Current Music: Jack Johnson - I remember when (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
12:28 am	Unreal I grew up on TV shows, all those afterschool specials. Boy Meets World, Fresh Prince of Belair, Full House....and ya know, all those shows are filled with shit, none of it is true. One thing i remember about it is the oldest child always had to decide between school and a job they really enjoy. And now of course, i've got to decide as well. I like my job, sometimes i even look forward to going to it and it pays very well. I have opertunities to climb up the ladder (fairly quickly too) and my bosses are great, well most of them. But on the other hand, i have the opertunity to go to school in Georgia, to a great arts school where after i might be able to work for a great company like pixar or disney. So what choice to make? This isn't a TV show, happy endings arn't expected. There are pros and cons to each choice. Would i be able to go to school if i stayed at work, yes, but i wouldn't get the whole college experience. Would i be able to work if i moved? probably, but at a crappy job somewhere. SO WHATS THE DEAL! All this time i believe those damn shows, happy endings, finding true love, all that good stuff. ITS WRONG! oy ve.... Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: Fresh Prince of Bel'Air Theme Song (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
4:32 am	Downtown I go downtown for my classes and i sometimes sit out in the sun and sketch things. I don't know if its the way i look or what, but EVERY single time, i've been asked for change. By random people; two girls, an old guy with a cigar, an oriental man, a french women...the list goes on, i don't understand it! Current Mood: sad Current Music: JackJohnson - Sitting, Waiting, Wishing (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 10th, 2005
8:48 pm	Deep and Deeper My Thoughts right now So many roads to take, so many decisions to make There are many paths to choose from, never knowing where they will lead Which will lead to happiness, which will lead to defeat The only thing that matters is living the way you want to be But whatever i do, i hope its with someone i love Art, music, mystery and adventure Wealth, stubility, and knowing where i'll be Social adventure, meeting new people, learning new things Or a whole new world, far from home, taking only what i need. these are my choices, this is what i must decide..... This will lead to the rest of my life, whatever that my be, well, things are getting pretty deep. How about something to let the stress go? Foodees Talk of the week; Him - "i've got land in hell reserved for when i get down there" Me - "oh, you know your going to hell?" Him - "absolutely, and i might as well be prepared right? all those people trying to get into heaven, i might as well make myself comfortible in hell right? I've already got a few achers of fire blazed land, and nice two story condo with high 80,000,000,000 watt air conditioning and a computer with high speed internet so i can talk to the people living. Maybe i'll even play one of those MMORPG's i've heard so much about, heck i've got all of eternity, i might be able to finish the game." Me - "so how did you come about this opertunity?" Him - "i talked to Michael Jackson" Current Mood: worried Current Music: Bowling for soup - Almost (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 22nd, 2005
12:44 pm	I'm going to go Emo on you guys for a second so bare with me. recently i've come to realize that i'm spinning into a perpetually dark void. Where nothing is really happy or sad, its just there. Right now i'm going in circles with everything, i do the same thing every week, and i know where i am going to be 3 weeks from today...i hate that concept. Being random is one the best things i like about myself, but the only problem is, you can't be random when your on a very tight schedule and its very annoying! Specially when the people you wanna be around are more random then you are. This brings me to my next point, i've lost interest in anything romantically. It seems that i've completely lost my motivation to find somebody, its almost like its just not possible so i'm giving up...but i know it is possible and i just don't want to look anymore...strange isn't it? And thats not to say i've lost my sex drive, because thats definitely there...and i'm sure you all wanted to know that. OK, theres my emo spaze, now back to your regularly scheduled oblivion. Everything else is pretty much the same, i've cut down my hours at work so that it can accommodate my school work. Maybe i won't fall asleep in my classes anymore. i've been planning trips for over the summer, Canada, Cross country, a cruise. Thats the only thing keeping me going pretty much right now, something new and exciting. Now after hearing all this don't think i'm not happy...well cause i'm not, but i'm not sad either, it just kinda seems like "eh, its there, but i don't give a rats ass" oh, but there was one depressing thing that happened. I slept through valentines day, then worked all night....how sad is that. Anyway, have a nice vacation everyone. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Welcome to my life - Simple Plan (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
12:28 pm	Long past due update hey, for those of you not "in the loop" heres an update of whats going on in my life. I was planning on taking a year off before going to school, but in that time i changed which school i want to go to from Savannah to UVM. So in that case, i've had to cut short my year off and start school at CCV to take the classes i need to get into UVM. These include College Algebra, French, Intro to Psychology and Intro to Biology. Now, along with this, at the moment i work 2-3 days a week at foodees (friday through sunday) but i take a lot of time off there to hang out with people. So that check has been getting smaller and smaller. Not only that, but i work full time at The Christmas Tree Shops in wiliston. Thats right 5 days a week, overnight (which is about 11 to 8) i'm there. So in all of this, do i have any time at all? not really. When i can i sleep, and when i'm not able to i pretty much stumble around with a distant look in my eyes, almost like the whole week is a dream. Yet i still find time to hang out with my friends, i find that remarkable. Yet SOME friends that i want to be around, are just as busy as me, and cant find the time. Which is very sad...yes.... Also, about 3 weeks ago i had a different experience. I ran my car straight into a telephone pole in Richmond. Completely totaled, my nissan sentra is no more. I came out with a bruise on my knee and a little disoriented. I loved that car, so many experiences i don't want to forget in there... On the bright side, i bought a BRAND NEW car. Thats right a 2005 Subaru Impreza 2.5RS, gorgeous car i love it to death and i'm completely anal about it. This new car comes at a cost though, i have no soul and am in debt for the next 6 years. Is it worth it? We'll see how it goes. "How happy is the blameless vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd" This makes me want to forget things that happened in the past, so that i can live now. But, certain things i think about, i wouldn't give anything in the world to give up. Well theres the update, might have another one in a few months, but we'll see. Current Mood: drained Current Music: Save Me - Unwritten Law (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 14th, 2005
3:31 pm	Out of this world You Are From Neptune You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything. What Planet Are You From? Current Music: My chemical Romanc - I'm not ok (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 31st, 2004
12:26 pm	Test You Are the Individualist 4 You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself. You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable. You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt. Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel. What number are you? (Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
11:53 pm	I just watched SuperSize Me, holy mother of fastfood.... Its about 3 in the morning and i want to run around my street because i feel fat. YA, I FEEL FAT after watching that movie Remind me never to go to a fastfood place again except Taco Bell once or twice a year... Anyway, I worked today and said Goodbye to Robbie, hes going to Utah for 6 months to be a skii bum. I'm going to miss him. Current Mood: numb Current Music: Ryan Cabera - On the way down (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, October 8th, 2004
9:53 pm	Conversations gone Awry So at work, there are these two guys that can talk about ANYTHING for the longest time possible. Today i thought what they were talking about was....well stupid...but so funny to listen to. They were arguing about Santa Clause and how he does things. They're first thought was, or hes Genetically engineered to do all the things he can, and the reindeer are just Regular ones that were bio engineered to fly and stuff... They're next thought was that Santa was a hitman during his days off from christmas, he'd use his powers to kill people, then steal their cookies. They also thought that the reindeer were actually migets dressed up and fed a special drink so they could jump really high, giving the allusion they could fly. From there it went onto how santa was stealing fam from Jesus's birthday, and how Santa made a deal with the devil to get the fame he has. (how else could it happen, the devil doesn't want Jesus to have all the fun, so he wins as well) Then it went onto the easterbunny, and how it must be Super Sonic speedy to be able to get to every house in one morning. And how good the easterbunny would be at baseball, (he'd jump out run around the bases and be back in the pit before anyone noticed) Theres more they talked about, but i thought that was the best. NIGHT Current Mood: blank (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
8:23 pm	Randomednesslyerated So today i got a call from the Christmas Tree Loft, while i was sleeping i might add, and told me i got a job! not sure when i start but the pay is INCREDIBLY well. so we'll see how that goes. Also, i've been looking at things to do in my future, theres one thing thats popped up a number of times and i'm looking into it now, Pilot. I've always loved flying and it seems like an incredible job, well paying and you get to travel the world! But i want to look more into it before i get too excited. The best thing that i read was that most pilots do other things besides flying, so that I can still do art and fly, how great would that be? But we'll see how that goes as well. I went galatic bowling saturday night, that was a lot of fun, high score was 130, yup i'm a bowling machine. This was after 8 hours of work too, and i still did pretty well. Oh and to the two ladies who called me Tuesday, i'm sorry i didn't get back to you, i didn't see the messages till late and i didn't want to call and wake your houses up. But maybe some other time? Current Mood: blah Current Music: Family Guy theme song (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 19th, 2004
11:30 pm	P.S. I was given this message... "You will never catch me, i will live to Pat another head! There is not a being in the world the can stand up to me! mwahahah!" Signed - The Phantom Head Patter (Comment on this)
11:15 pm	Thoughts of an Old Man and his Pajamas Its amazing how our emotions can control us so heavily. From the moment something happens til you happen to not think about it anymore, it effects how you talk, walk, pretty much everything that makes you, you. And if someone who knows you fairly well notices this, your like an open book saying "AHHHHHHH". The bad part about it is some people show these emotions better the others, and when you don't want others to know about this problem your having, or these thoughts that are in your head, its very hard to keep quit. I don't like that other people can tell when i'm filled with thoughts and when others are in the same position i cannot. Depending on the person, whether i know them well or not sometimes does help. That being said, I've been having these thoughts lately, very troubling thoughts, things i can't control and can't make go away, but i don't really want them to at the same time....Very hard So, yeah.....*cough* And now back to our show! Current Music: Dispatch - The General (Comment on this)
Friday, September 17th, 2004
12:13 am	MindTwister So i went and visited old MMU today, it was nice to see all of the underclassmen. But i'm afraid it hurt me more then it was nice. and now i dive into the stuff i always complain about.... So i ran into this girl that i liked for a long time, but ever since i've known her shes been dating someone, and this ONE time she happens to not be dating anyone...I really want to talk to her more, but theres no way to get in contact with her, i DID howevr give her my numbe, i just hope she called sometime. Now that thats out, my mind is just messed up right now with everything ive been thinking about. Including some other things i'd rather not mention. As for the phish concert, i WILL update that soon. its all in my head and i remember it, i just need to type it sooner or later. Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Metallica - One (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 18th, 2004
6:27 pm	Holy Highbeams Batman I'm just now recovering from the Phish concert in Coventry...i know its wednesday gimme a break! I'll update later on about what happened while i was working up there.... One main issue is i lost my F*ing wallet, which means my License, debit card, atm card, and a bunch of other really important stuff is in the hands of somebody... Anyway, i'll update later, right now, sleep....Later! (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 25th, 2004
1:25 am	Hehe This last post was...edited...=) disregard it please, THANKS! (1 Comment |Comment on this)