Current mood:	drained
Current music:	Save Me - Unwritten Law

Long past due update
hey, for those of you not "in the loop" heres an update of whats going on in my life.

I was planning on taking a year off before going to school, but in that time i changed which school i want to go to from Savannah to UVM. So in that case, i've had to cut short my year off and start school at CCV to take the classes i need to get into UVM. These include College Algebra, French, Intro to Psychology and Intro to Biology.

Now, along with this, at the moment i work 2-3 days a week at foodees (friday through sunday) but i take a lot of time off there to hang out with people. So that check has been getting smaller and smaller.
Not only that, but i work full time at The Christmas Tree Shops in wiliston. Thats right 5 days a week, overnight (which is about 11 to 8) i'm there.

So in all of this, do i have any time at all? not really. When i can i sleep, and when i'm not able to i pretty much stumble around with a distant look in my eyes, almost like the whole week is a dream. Yet i still find time to hang out with my friends, i find that remarkable. Yet SOME friends that i want to be around, are just as busy as me, and cant find the time. Which is very sad...yes....


Also, about 3 weeks ago i had a different experience. I ran my car straight into a telephone pole in Richmond. Completely totaled, my nissan sentra is no more. I came out with a bruise on my knee and a little disoriented. I loved that car, so many experiences i don't want to forget in there...

On the bright side, i bought a BRAND NEW car. Thats right a 2005 Subaru Impreza 2.5RS, gorgeous car i love it to death and i'm completely anal about it. This new car comes at a cost though, i have no soul and am in debt for the next 6 years. Is it worth it? We'll see how it goes.


"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd"

This makes me want to forget things that happened in the past, so that i can live now. But, certain things i think about, i wouldn't give anything in the world to give up.

Well theres the update, might have another one in a few months, but we'll see.